Shadecrown Agonia 1. Eremophobia Stranded on the shores of life with this constant fear I bear Don't leave me here alone I've lost everyone but you In silence agony prevails I can see it The glow in your eyes is dying I can feel it You are growing weaker with each passing day I fear the day when you leave, when you leave this world Solitude can solely crush this mind so weak and frail I have seen the withering of our hope I have seen the frailty of our lives I cannot take this but have nowhere to go from here Swallowed these words of farewell No, I just cannot let go In silence agony prevails In pain you shiver Weary and hollow Ravished by despair The end is near 2. Led Astray As rain shadowed our sun Sunless days bewildered us Darkness swallowed the ones we cherished And yet we waste our years searching for the ones we're about to loose We spend our whole lives waiting for the last goodbyes Sorrowed hearts led astray by fears we can't abide Fear keeps morphing into a new affection devoid of hope All life will eventually come to and end 3. Ghostlike Existence For as long as I remember I have been just the cold air you breathe No one will hear No one will see my ghostlike existance I am the one among the shades Despair that suffocates Social isolation Alone I sleep Alone I wake Social isolation Alone I live Alone I'll die Lost in these downs of life Alone in too deep No one will know No one will feel my ghostlike existence I am the one among the shades Despair that suffocates No one will know No one will feel my ghostlike existence I am the one among the shades Despair that suffocates 4. Far Off Innocence I knew this day would come but I kept deceiving myself What was real, what was not Who cares anymore Ghost love Hollow promises Lust controlled chaos Almost lost everything for living through you Never really trusted you and now I can't even trust myself Blame me for all Tear me apart with your so called perfection Pretend to be so fucking innocent No more pathetic excuses Let's be honest for once Here we are both far off innocence Here we are too far off innocence We can't return These lives cannot be reconciled 5. Walk Through Hell With burning scars beneath your skin you have stumbled upon your deepest fear With broken wings you have struggled against the storm that drew you near Sometimes it feels like giving up 'cause all these shameful wounds won't heal Sometimes it feels like letting go and the worst is yet to come Scorned by perfection Abused by trust Again and again Time after time you rise, you fall Torn apart by hope Misled by dreams Time after time Again and again you walk through hell Betrayed by desire Deceived by affection Trust you had is gone now What you feared has come true One lifetime was not enough to get you through the dark years One aeon has ended here 6. Longing for Sleep Another life has ended Sorrow's wearing your name Cannot tolerate the loss Much has changed since the rain fell down on me I'm losing my will to live Cannot sleep within these walls where I'm alone Cannot sleep with these memories I am longing for sleep to ease this pain Cease it just for a while Don't want to see this world through tears 7. The Ruins of Me I am hollow I am hollow Hiding pain behind a smile Keeping secrets from the world Growing old with sorrow Take a closer look through these darkened eyes After weary years strength no longer dwells in me Take a walk among these ruins of me See my withheld despair There's nothing left of me The ruins of me I am hollow Couldn't light up the blackest sky In this world I am forlorn Couldn't feel the warmth of the sun Deep down I'm dying inside Couldn't show my weakness Couldn't shed these tears so bitter Now I'm drowning deeper 8. Tear-Stained Heart Never learned to live without without failing in the end Never learned to be the one the one worth holding on to Tear-stained heart Clean yet heavy to carry but still I would rather suffer from your last touch than forget the days before Tear-stained heart Without it I cannot live With it I'm not enough Again life's embrace was but another path to dead end Enter my tear-stained heart Feel my pain, see you in me You took the most of me I hate what I've become Broken I have nothing left to give Nothing 9. Silent Hours Drink away this season so dreary One more and the pain is gone Drown those emotions so painful Conceal from the caring eyes But when the day is done silent hours will hurt hurt you more than ever When the day is done lonely hours will wear you down 'til all strength is gone Razorblade in your hand reflects no tomorrow Blinded by tears You're gonna lay down the pain on your closest ones Inhale the silence with your last breath It rains 24/7 in my dreams Silhouette of you standing there still Every night a dream repeats itself Cannot reach you before you drown 10. Drown Let my heart grow cold Cherish my decadence Drown pain drown Drown pain drown Without the sun I fear what I may become What do I fill this emptiness with? Let me drown there where I fear no more Raise a glass to nothingness Wounds healed with a poison so sweet Let me fall into the sea where I feel the pain no more Let me fall into the sea where darkness conceals the pain Chained to scars I bear How deep will I fall? Drown pain drown Drown pain drown