Oktor All Gone in Moments 1. With Tears as Lullaby Suddenly everything was gone Vanished forever from his mind Memories were still written in his mind Always there but now without pain However he couldn't say That it was something of his past He didn't classified this case Mówilaś mi, dobrze pamiętam twe slowa Potem zamknęłaś oczy zapadłaś w sen Twierdizłaś, że nie mogę istnieć Odrzucałaś wszustkie moje słowa Usnęłaś tego dnia nie chcąc się obudzic Patrzyłem na Ciebie jak zamykałaś oczy Przypominam sobie blask, blask Twoich oczy Zapach Twojej skóry Dżwięk Twojego głosu Który przepadł, przepadł na zawsze Pogrążony w grobie, który sam wykopałem Conceived in abnormal reality Indefinition as mother and unexpected anger at father Unreal was this domain The realm without clear boundaries And psychology Was the cradle that made the seed grow With tears as lullaby Pushed in different directions By subjects that only wish Was to become real to those pity eyes Pushed in different directions By subjects that only wish Was to become real to those pity eyes For the only purpose was to fulfill that greed With unknown projections destinated to be a part Pushed in different directions By subjects that only wish Was to become real to those pity... ...One of them possessed my thoughts without asking... ...For the only purpose was to fulfill that greed With unknown projections destinated to be a part... ...The harvest of the disease eating the body has begun The body started to shake on the inside All organs were trembling In the rhythm of this sick symphony The heart was beating harder Than on the most joyful moment in life... ...Of this global performance One of them possessed my thoughts Without asking... Bored from the first sunrise, The wish of a permanent was the only dream That was haunting him at nights. Alone he was wishing for that situation to come true, A wish that was hated when it came to be. This forbidden joy was making him bad And he was feeling dirty, so he stopped, Without any information or note left, As much selfish as it could be - Just as an actor leaving the scene In the middle of the performance, A performance that has electrified the crowd. It was just like putting away the perfect drug That was feeding a hungry mind, It sounded to him really weird And he thought that it's against reason. But he felt good, he felt really good. For once he didn't had to lie to himself Or to tear himself apart. Suddenly everything was gone, Vanished forever from his mind. Memories were still written in his mind Always there but now without pain However he couldn't say That it was something of his past He didn't classified this case The realm without clear boundaries And psychology was the cradle That made the seed grow With tears as lullaby Pushed in different directions By subjects that only wish Was to become real To those pity eyes For the only purpose was to fulfill Those dreams with unknown projections Destinated to be a part of this global performance One of them possessed my thoughts without asking Sick of all things happening each day No difference if they were good or bad The harvest of the disease eating the body has begun The body started to shake on the inside All organs were trembling In the rhythm of this sick symphony Otulona byłaś chłodem zbieranym przez mnie Otoczyła Cię cisza skomponowana przez mnie Wypełnił Cię ból wszczepiany przez miesiące Sick of all things happening each day No difference if they were good or bad The harvest of the disease eating the body has begun The body started to shake on the inside All organs were trembling In the rhythm of this sick symphony The heart was beating harder Than on the most joyful moment of life The feeling of flood filled the most little part of the lungs Without any control of the nervous system Life was flowing Ignoring the messages from the mind to stop This abnormal situation Pogrążony w grobie, który sam wykopałem There wasn't any justice or hope No one was asking "do you believe in destiny?" When her coffin was drowning deep into the unknown So he stopped Without any information or note left As much selfish as it could be There was no rain or heavy dark clouds covering the sky The sun was shining like never before Blinding all mourning emotions Just as an actor leaving the scene In the middle of the performance A performance that has electrified the crowd It was just like putting away the perfect drug That was feeding a hungry mind It sounded to him really weird And he thought that it's against reason But he felt good, he felt really good FOR ONCE HE DIDN'T HAD TO LIE TO HIMSELF OR TO TEAR HIMSELF APART I wish you never know What I'm thinking of (Do you believe in destiny?) 2. All Gone in Moments Zazdrość starzeje go za każdym razem Gdy widzi jak leżymy blisko niego Jei zapach stał się jego przekleństwem Niczego innego nie jest w stanie czuć Blask jej turkusowych oczu Skradł mu jego poranki Które tak uwielbiał On już się nie budzi I've seen them... so many times Trying to fulfill that evening With their passion and brightness I envy those moments Nie wyobrażam sobie innego życia He was trying to reach the depths of her mind Leading his eyes on her face and smuggling a smile Ona zawsze pozostanie u mego boku I've seen him very clearly, he was tired Time and search left scars on his pale face Now he was living only for those evenings For those small little moments when finally He could lay his eyes on her turquoise body And see how life can be beautiful That small part of his existence was giving him hope He wasn't accepting the fact that maybe, one day One evening will come and she will not be there That he will be forced to face himself alone He was comparing that silly possibility To a morning, when after a long night And a deep sleep someibe wakes up And realize that outside there's no day... ...But an unfinished night... ...I woke like that every day Trying to find a sun that stopped shining for me To tak, jakbyś pewnego ranka, Po długim głębokim śnie, obudził się Nie zastając na zewnątrz dnia, Tylko wiecznie trwającą noc I wake like that every day Trying to find a sun that stopped shining for me So long ago, but I still believe it's untrue, Like a child who didn't want to grow I've seen her only once, before all happened And didn't want to look at her ever since She was an incarnation of all perfect elements of life How I wanted to be him just for a while My envy is making me older every time I see them laying next to me on the grass They didn't notice that I'm here That I'm just this old man sitting on this eternal bank... My envy is making me older every time I see them laying next to me on the grass They didn't notice that I'm here That I'm just this old man sitting on this eternal bank... ...An old man that he'll become in moments ...Just like me... ...Just like any other... ...One of us... 3. To Witness the Fall of Values Wody wzburzyły się Tego popołudnia Delikatny chłodny wiatr zamilkł Słońce nie parzyło już żywym ogniem Ciszę zakłócił niznany nikomu krzyk Wtedy narodził się ból Przeszywający naisilniejsze cialo Cichy płacz zkłócający najpełniejze szczęście Wiatr przewracający najstarsze drzewa Szept ogłuszający wszelkie żywe istoty Lecz nie mnie, ja bylem odporny Stałem i patrzyłem się I nie czułem ich cierpień Nie słyszałem ich krzyków Nieznany mi dotąd chłód Zamieniający ich w mrozną bryle Przeszywał me bolące cialo I zaskelpiał wszelkie rany Don't you see that I cried So many times When I saw just your shadow moving My tears have left scars On my face Always bleeding How I want to hate you To forget your presence To cure myself from that poison My dear, pretty sweet poison But I feel living only when you are near That day you offered me life And an eternal suffering for years Let me go, let me go Bring me down to your world And teach me how to be so cruel I want to be blind for your love Just as you are for mine Every step you take When I see Is the rhythm of my heartbeat Your single breath in this winter Give me hope and warmth Nieznany mi dotąd chłód Zamieniający ich w mrozną bryle Przeszywał me bolące cialo I zaskelpiał wszelkie rany But I feel living Only when you are near That day you offered me life And an eternal suffering For years Let me go 4. Whisper Winter into Me Freezing light kept this moment for ages A light that I saw before so many times This time was different From everything that I knew Frozen me for moments, kept me 'till now How sweet is this suffering If I only had the chance I would feel this pain all along I would froze myself if I could Now I stand alone in the same place And I don't feel anything My blood is running as always And this merciless sun is still shining Wstań i okryj mnie, Chcę poczuć znów życie me Jak przywykłaś do tego Przejdź koło mnie Niech Twój zapach wypełni moją pustkę Spoglądaj na mnie z oddali Spaceruj wokół mojej rozpaczy Now I stand alone in the same place And I don't feel anything My blood is running as always And this merciless sun is still shining Where are you when I'm awaiting your cold smile Give me a chance to see you for a second To feel this freezing daylight of my past To become Human One more time Accept my soul in this painful shining Take my mind with your burning smile Let it be our silent dance for eternity Extinguish this sun with me now Our silence will live in this crowd Our happiness will be in their pain Our sun won't shine for them We won't freeze in winter anymore We won't freeze in winter anymore Rozpacz nie będzie już naszym domem Nasze łzy będą wypełniać ich życie Będą mogli żyć podczas naszego snu Nie odczujemy już więcej chłodu w zimie We won't freeze in winter anymore my dear Our tears will flood their peace One scream will crush their world Our silent dance will break down walls They will live in our sleep Our tears will flood their peace One scream will crush their world Our silent dance will break down walls They will live in our sleep But you still don't hear me Your eyes won't see me I'm dying in front of you As you are quietly passing by