Original Version LP Version Japanese Import Version
1. Shroud of false 1:37 1. Shroud of false 1:37 1. Shroud of false 1:37
2. Fragile dreams 5:32 2. Fragile dreams 5:32 2. Fragile dreams 5:32
3. Empty 3:00 3. Empty 3:00 3. Empty 3:00
4. Lost control 5:50 4. Lost control 5:50 4. Lost control 5:50
5. Re-connect 3:52 5. Re-connect 3:52 5. Re-connect 3:52
6. Inner silence 3:09 6. Inner silence 3:09 6. Inner silence 3:09
7. Alternative 4 6:18 7. Alternative 4 6:18 7. Alternative 4 6:18
8. Regret 7:58 8. Regret 7:58 8. Regret 7:58
9. Feel 5:28 9. Feel 5:28 9. Feel 5:28
10. Destiny 2:14 10. Destiny 2:14 10. Destiny 2:14
11. The silent enigma 4:12
total time 44:58 total time 44:58 total time 49:11
Digipack Rerelease Version Rerelease Version
1. Shroud of false 1:37 1. Shroud of false 1:37
2. Fragile dreams 5:32 2. Fragile dreams 5:32
3. Empty 3:00 3. Empty 3:00
4. Lost control 5:50 4. Lost control 5:50
5. Re-connect 3:52 5. Re-connect 3:52
6. Inner silence 3:09 6. Inner silence 3:09
7. Alternative 4 6:18 7. Alternative 4 6:18
8. Regret 7:58 8. Regret 7:58
9. Feel 5:28 9. Feel 5:28
10. Destiny 2:14 10. Destiny 2:14
11. Your possible pasts (Pink Floyd cover) 4:29 11. Your possible pasts (Pink Floyd cover) 4:29
12. One of the few (Pink Floyd cover) 1:51 12. One of the few (Pink Floyd cover) 1:51
13. Better off dead (Bad Religion cover) 4:23 13. Better off dead (Bad Religion cover) 4:23
14. Goodbye cruel world (Pink Floyd cover) 1:41 14. Goodbye cruel world (Pink Floyd cover) 1:41
total time 57:23 total time 57:23


SHROUD OF FALSE

We are just a moment in time,
A blink of an eye,
A dream for the blind,
Visions from a dying brain,
I hope you don't understand

Words & Music D. Patterson


FRAGILE DREAMS

"Tonight your soul sleeps, but one day you will feel real pain,
maybe then you will see mee as I am,
A fragile wreck on a storm of emotion"

Countless times I trusted you,
I let you back in,
Knowing... Yearning... you know
I should have run... but I stayed

Maybe I always knew,
My fragile dreams would be broken for you.

Today I introduced myself,
To my own feelings,
In silent agony, after all these years,
They spoke to me... after all these years

Maybe I always knew...

Words & Music by D. Cavanagh


EMPTY

Empty vessel under the sun wipe the dust
from my face another morning black sunday
coming down again empty vessel empty veins
empty bottle wish for rain that pain again
wash the blood off my face the pulse from
my brain and i feel that pain again

im looking over my shoulder cos millions
will whisper im killing myself again maybe
im dying faster but nothing ever last i
remember a night from my past when i was
stabbed in the back and its all coming
back and i feel that pain again

i abhor you i condemn you cos this pain
will never end you got away without a
scratch and now youre walking on a lucky
path i have to laugh but youd better watch
your back

theres pathetic opposition theyre the
cause of my condition ill be coming back
for them ive a solution for this sad
situation nothing left but to kill myself
again because im so empty

Words & Music by D. Patterson


LOST CONTROL

Life has betrayed me once again,
I accept that some things will never change.
I've let your tiny minds magnify my agony,
and it's left me with a chem'cal dependency for sanity.

Yes, I am falling... how much longer till I hit the ground?
I can't tell you why I'm breaking down.
Do you wonder why I prefer to be alone?
Have I really lost control?

I'm coming to en end,
I've realised what I could have been.
I can't sleep so I take a breath and hide behind my bravest mask,
I admit I've lost control.

Words & Music by D. Patterson


RE-CONNECT

The fragments of connection died
Some things just won't fade with time
Hide behind a transparent eye
You can't see me but I can you...
Betray without a moment's thought
Regret nothing but getting caught
Your time has come and here I stand
Why should I hold out my hand to you...

I could never turn to you
Silenced by that look in your eye
Feel I'm slipping back again

Black cold night I toss and turn I'm sinking, feel so
...drained
Shroud me, blind me, sick, weak, empty, drag me
...into pain
I tried so hard, don't drown me, bound to me,
self indulgently ...crazed
Black as coal, my sunken soul, will it ever be
...saved?

Come on and twist that knife again
Well I'd like to see you fucking try
Never going back again

An answer won't come from me
Confront your own worst enemy
What does your mirror see
Is it time to face up to me?

Words & Music by V. Cavanagh


INNER SILENCE

When the silence beckons,
And the day draws to a close,
When the light of your life sighs,
And love dies in your eyes,
Only then will I realise,
What you mean to me.

Words & Music by D. Cavanagh


ALTERNATIVE 4

It's killing you, you're killing me,
I'm clinging on to my sanity,
All I need is a short term remedy,
Come and hide me from this terrible reality...

Dreaded memories flood back to me,
But there's still a wilful mind behind these cold,
psychotic eyes,
Now I tread this path so differently,
I've opened my mind and darkened my entire life.

I'll dance with the angels to celebrate the holocaust,
And far beyond my far gone pride,
Is knowing that we'll soon be gone,
Knowing that I'll soon be gone...

Words & Music by D. Patterson


REGRET

As I drift away... far away from you,
I feel all alone in a crowded room,
Thinking to myself
"There's no escape from this
fear
regret
loneliness..."

Visions of love and hate
A collage behind my eyes
Remnants of dying laughter
Echoes of silent cries

I wish I didn't know now that
I never knew then...
Flashback
Memories punish me again.
Sometimes I remember all the pain
that I have seen.
Sometimes I wonder what might
have been...

Visions of love and hate
A collage behind my eyes
Remnants of dying laughter
Echoes of silent cries

And sometimes I despair
At who I've become
I have to come to terms
With what I've done

The bittersweet taste of fate
We can't outrun the past
Destined to find an answer
A strength I never lost
I know there is a way,
My future is not set,
For the tide has turned
But still I never learned to live
without regret.

Words & Music by D. Cavanagh


FEEL

I've feeling I may not be coming down from this,
I was searching through the heavens and somehow I slipped,

I feel, I'm seeing so clear

Trying to forget tomorrow and all that's happened,
This is not the way, the way I was meant to be.

I feel, I'm seeing so clear,
I thought I was never going to die.
I feel, I'm seeing so clear,
We need more time.

Slipping away, I think I'm gonna crack,
Misplaced trust, loyalty stabbed in the gut.

I feel, I'm seeing so clear,
I thought I was never coming back,

I've been down for awhile,
And now I'm coming back...

Words & Music by D. Patterson


DESTINY

I tried to murder the lonely,
Contemplate our mortality.

Into infinity,
Frozen memory

Wipe the tears from yesterday,
A time for change, take the pain away.

Angel, my destiny,
Can you feel me?

Words & Music by D. Patterson


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Line up





Vincent Cavanagh - Voice, Guitar
Duncan Patterson - Bass
Daniel Cavanagh - Guitars
Shaun Steels - Drums





Artwork



















Info



Recorded at the Windings Jan / Feb '98
Produced by Kit Woolven
Assistant Engineer - Simon Dawson
Mixed at Parkgate by Kit Woolven
Assisted by Doug Cook
Mastered at Transfermation by Noel Summerville
All tracks published by Vile Music

Piano and keyboards played by D. Cavanagh & D. Patterson
Charming violin played by George Rucci
Drum loops on "Empty" programmed by Andy Duncan

Front cover artwork by Tim Spear
Cover concept by D. Patterson
Band photography by Lili Wilde

Management - Paul Loasby / Fay Woolven
One Fifteen
The Gallery
28-30 Wood Wharf
Horseferry Place
Greenwich
London SE10 9BT
Tel: +44 (0)181 2930999 Fax: +44 (0)181 2939525
E-mail:
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Anathema F.C. - P.O. Box 777, Heckmondwike,
West Yorkshire, WF16 0XS, U.K.

Anathema F.C. (Germany) - Bossardstrasse 13, 22309
Hamburg, Germany

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Review



To be honest, after "Eternity" I expected Alternative 4 to be even softer and less interesting, and this was true, so it wasn't such a disappointment to me. But still, after listening to it a few times, it's still an interesting album, it is very soft with only clear vocals and relaxed music, but some songs still remind me of the earlier albums. The artwork is a bit dissapointing too. It's all very simple and black/white. So allthough it's not a bad album, I still think it's the worst they ever made, and I fear from here on it will only get worse... The rerelease contains some Pink Floyd covers, even one that hasn't been on any other cd yet!

Rating: 7.5 out of 10


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