Detonation
			Lost Euphoria

1. Failure to Commit

Prey, I challenge you
Come forth, and taste your fate
From the depths of lust
Into a source of purity

Blood red eyes, bleeding
Become pure blue again
Failure to commit

Thy presence, my blindness
Oh, how dedicated can one be?

Reborn, but not yet renewed
Thou shalt walk through my dreams
And bring victory to reality
Before ignorance beckons

How intense, outer appearance seems
The inner drama, I do not want to see
What is waiting down inside
What is growing, yet not living
Leave your shadow behind...


2. Euphoric Loss

Finding myself, walking away
My mind was still, still for days
Trying to make some pointless sense
But my love will stay with you, till my dying day

When I inflict the knife in myself
As I walk through the ancient halls of the abyss
My mind boils with grief
As I await the tranquility of a kiss

I didn't think I could suffer as much as this
As they took my soul and burnt my skin
I didn't want to make time stand still
But time took control of me, and struck my will

The seas turned to blood
To kill with power and hunger
With valour to maintain
We fear the flesh and the power it holds

Finding myself, walking away
My mind was still, still for days
Trying to make some pointless sense
But my love will stay with you, till my dying day

Feeding my angered euphoria
Sensations of a deep, deep grave
My eyes are going up in flames
As I walk away, and restore what there is save


3. Reflection of a Torn Spirit

Eyes penetrating my soul of steel
Can you ever forgive me, for this is how I feel
When I cry, when you scream, I touch your soul
Can you ever forgive me?

Nevermore shall I cry your name in pain
Nevermore shall I feed you black roses
Till you die

Victims of a sadistic faith
I prophesize their death, I await
Brutally tortured, impaled by their god
Bleeding for their faith
The pain will never cease to stop

I saw my reflection through a bloodstained mirror
And as the grimness of daylight appears...

Forevermore I shall rule your life in vain
Forever, for I am the outcast that everyone fears

Eyes penetrating my soul of steel
Can you ever forgive me, for this is how I feel
When I cry, when you scream, I touch your soul
Can you ever forgive me?

Nevermore shall I cry your name in pain
Nevermore shall I feed you black roses
Till you die

Brutally tortured, impaled by their god
Bleeding for their faith
The pain will never cease to stop


4. Helplessness

All that I need is another bridge to cross
When I feel all emotions are lost
And the love of my life, is it hopelessness?

Pull myself and her
Into a deep depression

Pull myself and her
Out of the deep depression

May I welcome you to my obsession

Yes, all my morbid desires are real
When you feel all the pain that I feel
And the love of my life
Is it helplessness?

Pull myself and her
Into a deep depression

Pull myself and her
Out of the deep depression

May I welcome you to my obsession