Traumatic Voyage Traumatized... Eternal Mind Voyage (intro) [instrumental] Occultation Dark is my soul... morbid are my dreams... demonic thoughts... closed in my head! A brutal flash of negative energy crushes throughout my mortal frame... illuminated by metnal violence... I watch the world from above! Occultation... to be heartless... emotions are meaningless... I despise your praises of love... my will is unbreakable! Occultation... brought deliverance... I am what I want to be... and when I lay in my darkness... you could never reach me! My mind... occultated... wisdom comes from inside... in the dark... occult knowledge... a question of perspective! Put on your rotten crown of the "creation-lie"... and perish in the face of my embodiement!!! After ages in the eternal darkness between the worlds... far away from the astral corpses of a dying race... my eyes have learned to see through the reflection... the source of light... lies... behind the blinding bright! You believe in moralistic lies... while you try to escape from the truth... ... mass hypnosis!!!... identity denial... confrontated with the silent shadows of solitude... your mind will decay under your constructed neurosis... ... your injected psychosis! For one cycle I've decided... to be a witness of the human senselessness... immortal... and bodyless... I travel through space and time! Occultation of my spirit... no way back to their dying light!!! Levitation Never I will fall on that impure floor again ... the ground that once was my reality... lies now far under me... like water that flows up to heaven... I leave the chains of gravitation behind... nothing can hold me back in this infected world... I'm on the way into a new sphere... I never dreamed my life... I live my dream! Intensification As I fall... fall down... down, where I ever want to be... in the deepest abyss of my black psyche... where all my different faces become one... my thoughts diving into the naked substance of... the everflowing stream of my mental energy... all I be... deep in me... Intensified... and brought to life... the abstract structure of my spiritual existence... is a constant growing labyrinth! Der Geist ist der Schlüssel zur Pforte [The mind is the key to the gate in die Ewigkeit! into eternity!] To master life... I had to be dead... to percieve myself... I have to live my dreams... to survive this temporal reality... I have to pass over all limits... to expand my consciousness into infinity... I dance with the dead at night... and raise my volition to that throne upon the stars! The matyr suffers a thousand deaths... before your eyes... one by one... he dies! For you to learn, what you never will understand... ruins of flesh... you're damned to rot... in the "safety" of your slavestate-mind! I close my eyes and stare into the dark universe inside... where all those shadows of myself flow together into deepest black... Intensify... all of me... what I am... in my dreams... in me I found peace across the horizon... with the wind my mind is travelling... to the sourc in the afterlife... where the sleeping in my awakes to life! A black hole opens in my subcons- ciousness... the gate into a mental world... where reality is just a remem- brance! All is forgiven... all is forgotten... in the bittersweet solitude in here... no more fear... all grief is gone... now I have returned... returned to myself... back to where I am... and wheer I ever was... in those dark places... my words will be heard... by the deaf- ening silence of the night... a more attentive listener than every human ear... all answers are given by myself! Hear my voice... the tongue of cries! Intensification... into the ocean of my soul... underwater... I will breath... and live on! The old god lies dying in the bleeding heart of mankind... all beauty fades under their impure feets... you think you can submit everyone and everything... so look into my eyes and see the down- fall of your materialistic dreams! As I die... die alone... leave this world forever... all those senseless tragedies of this unecessary, mortal world... are left far behind... and I'm on my way... ... now I'm free! A Psychadelic Experience [instrumental] Concentric Trance The uniqueness of my fantasy... created the impossible... my imagination leaves... the transistoriness of reality! "...seit wir Gott abgeschafft haben, haben [...since we have abolished God, we have wir nur noch Unsselbst um den sinnlosen only ourselves to clarify the senseless Horror des Lebens zu klären!" horror of life!] The exstatic flood is unleashed... endorphyns are flowing... over... my neurological basement... see my black aura shine! As I push my concentration... into the centre... of my subconscious universe! Concentric trance... through the crimson river I swim... all doubts are left behind! Abstract intoxication... my consciousness is open wide... the final horizon has fallen! What could you reach with your intelegence... when you don't know how to use it? Confused by your own heretical doctrines... you run into the fatality of believing! Black holes in my remembrance... ..in which my childhood is lost... I've washed away all those unecess- ary pictures... of my past lifes! Of my past lifes! I've cleaned my mind from all of... ... what I've learned from you... in the forgotten phases of my exis- tence... your "sanity" is nothing I ever wanted... thinking... the principle of existence... mental moving... my soul is brought into life! Thoughts inspired by blue clouds of mystic smoke... distant realities... near before my eyes... unlogic... created the human ways of life... my destiny is independent from those lies you see as a sense! ...souless zombies... rotten alive!!! Concentric trance... insanity as a cure... from the "sickness humanity" the divine immunity of my obscure intelect... far beyond on the other side of normality... I've found illumi- nation in myself! Altered States [instrumental] Purified Ego I am the god which needs no believers... ...the master without slaves... in a lifeless winterland beyond all those ridicilous tragedies... ...which made a human life... ...genetic, human nothingness! The mystification of death... and what's behind... is symbolized in the depth of my soul... YOUR PHANTASMAGORIA COULDN'T FEAR ME ANYMORE... DEATH IS THE FINISHING OF MY FLESH! I've pulled myself our of that unclean sea... of senseless emotions... you call humanity! THE ESSENTIAL RESTLESSNESS OF MY THOUGHTS... KEEPS MY SPIRIT FOREVER ALIVE!!!!! FOREVER DEAD... DEAD AND ALIVE!!! I've enjoyed the burning pain inside... destructive flames of self-perception... I know all the bitterness and tears of a tormented soul... falling into my innerself... in my ancient, immoral soul! The flickering candles of your insig- nificant lives... will be blown out by the upcoming storms of chaos... THE LONG FORETOLD ARMAGEEDON IS AT HAND!!!! ALMIGHTY CHAOS... DELIVER US FROM ORDER!!!! My alert mind penetrates the substances of my subliminal dream- world... of the wings of my imagi- nation I travel to a place where only I could be... where fantasy is reality... I walk through the unbreakable mirror... of life... and become one with myself! PURIFIED EGO... I'm the lord of my decision... none else... can stand above me... PURIFICATION... to resist your spider love... in union... they lost themselves! Your future is the golden cage... in which a bird never learns to fly... like in an open book I can read in the weak, mutilated remains... ...of your collected spirit... useless words of pain and suffering... in your wounds I crawl... to discover all those harmful beliefs... from which you consist of! The lightless flame of illumination burns through the infinite labyrinth... of my lunatic mind... IN MY HELL I BURN... BURN ALONE... bloodshot lines under my eyes... to read about those daark experiences in the unknown dimensions... ...of a insane mind... a never ending ego trip on the deadline... ...without return! IN A TIMELESS FLASH OF SELF- PERCEPTION I SAW MY FACE... ROTTING WITH THE FALLEN WORLD OF MANKIND... AND I SAW MY SPIRIT RISING... FLYING INTO THE SKY... I HAVE ETERNITY TO ENJOY MY DREAMS IN SOLITUDE!!!! Dream Evocation ...ekawa m'I tub ...gnimaerd ma I sesira dellac ev'I dlrowmaerd eht ...nihtiw peed morf llits tub ...gnipeels dna daed ma I ...evila ...htaerb peed gnol a ekat I ot gnitfird sduolc egnarts hctaw dna ...noziroh wen a dlrow nwonknu a ...em ni gnimaerdreve eht yb detaerc eht was I peels fo sllaw eht dniheb ...elbaveilebnu sselesnes taht ot nruter I lliw reven ...dniheb efil !!!ytilaer ymwon ni maerd siht Unreality At the edge of that mortal daylight... ...a plague that I despise... behind the black curtain of the night... in the dark- ness... where all human fears have their source... and nightmares awake to torture the sleeping with their *sins*... reality is never... what it seems to be! The golden emperor is rising again... my hatred will be yours... until the eternal darkness of the universe... will take your place again! Children of the sun... your god will soon and your imperfection... mankind's history will fall into oblivion... when no one is left to remember! In the night where unreality lives... the world of shadows obscure the land... in the hight my spirit stands above the weak humanity... and all of thier written and unwritten laws! I've dedicated my life to the darkside... here, where the worldly eyes are useless... ...my spiritual eyes can see the invisible! Burned-out fleshghosts of the light-order... my traumatic world will forever be! ...a dismal riddle for you! ...insanity can never be shared!! I raise my head to the mesmerizing pale moon... as a god I awake in a dream of life... where the sun never shine lies eternity... inside those walls of flesh you see as me! And when I lying there... dead for you... dead for your unknowning etes... my soul travels over lands which no human feet have ever touched! Philosophy of the night... wordless and silent... independence of solitude... the identity of "evil"... through the unyielding will to self-realis- ation... I've created my destiny for this life-cycle! I've entered the infinite realm of the night... on the opposite side of the daylight world... where no light has ever beared reality... I am waiting for the final eclipse of the sun! Obscurity... heaven fades to black... nightfall... my shadow awakes to life... the darkness is mine... eternally! The occult mysteries of the endless, cosmic night... will be forever... forever hidden from your unworthy eyes!!! Transendence [instrumental]