Traumatic Voyage
Traumatized...
Eternal Mind Voyage (intro)
[instrumental]
Occultation
Dark is my soul... morbid are my
dreams... demonic thoughts... closed
in my head!
A brutal flash of negative energy
crushes throughout my mortal
frame... illuminated by metnal
violence... I watch the world
from above!
Occultation... to be heartless...
emotions are meaningless... I
despise your praises of love... my
will is unbreakable!
Occultation... brought deliverance...
I am what I want to be... and when
I lay in my darkness... you could
never reach me!
My mind... occultated... wisdom
comes from inside... in the dark...
occult knowledge... a question of
perspective!
Put on your rotten crown of the
"creation-lie"... and perish in the
face of my embodiement!!!
After ages in the eternal darkness
between the worlds... far away
from the astral corpses of a dying
race... my eyes have learned to
see through the reflection... the
source of light... lies...
behind the blinding bright!
You believe in moralistic lies... while
you try to escape from the truth...
... mass hypnosis!!!... identity denial...
confrontated with the silent shadows
of solitude... your mind will decay
under your constructed neurosis...
... your injected psychosis!
For one cycle I've decided... to be
a witness of the human senselessness...
immortal... and bodyless... I travel
through space and time!
Occultation of my spirit... no way
back to their dying light!!!
Levitation
Never I will fall on that impure floor again
... the ground that once was my reality...
lies now far under me...
like water that flows up to heaven...
I leave the chains of gravitation behind...
nothing can hold me back in this
infected world... I'm on the way into a
new sphere... I never dreamed my life...
I live my dream!
Intensification
As I fall... fall down... down, where
I ever want to be... in the deepest
abyss of my black psyche... where
all my different faces become one...
my thoughts diving into the naked
substance of... the everflowing
stream of my mental energy...
all I be... deep in me...
Intensified... and brought to life...
the abstract structure of my
spiritual existence... is a constant
growing labyrinth!
Der Geist ist der Schlüssel zur Pforte [The mind is the key to the gate
in die Ewigkeit! into eternity!]
To master life... I had to be dead...
to percieve myself... I have to live
my dreams... to survive this temporal
reality... I have to pass over all limits...
to expand my consciousness into
infinity... I dance with the dead at
night... and raise my volition to that
throne upon the stars!
The matyr suffers a thousand deaths...
before your eyes... one by one...
he dies!
For you to learn, what you never
will understand... ruins of flesh...
you're damned to rot... in the
"safety" of your slavestate-mind!
I close my eyes and stare into the
dark universe inside... where all
those shadows of myself flow
together into deepest black...
Intensify... all of me... what I am...
in my dreams... in me I found peace
across the horizon... with the wind
my mind is travelling... to the sourc
in the afterlife... where the sleeping
in my awakes to life!
A black hole opens in my subcons-
ciousness... the gate into a mental
world... where reality is just a remem-
brance!
All is forgiven... all is forgotten... in
the bittersweet solitude in here...
no more fear... all grief is gone... now
I have returned... returned to myself...
back to where I am... and wheer I
ever was... in those dark places... my
words will be heard... by the deaf-
ening silence of the night... a more
attentive listener than every human
ear... all answers are given by myself!
Hear my voice... the tongue of cries!
Intensification... into the ocean of my
soul... underwater... I will breath...
and live on!
The old god lies dying in the bleeding
heart of mankind... all beauty fades
under their impure feets... you think
you can submit everyone and everything...
so look into my eyes and see the down-
fall of your materialistic dreams!
As I die... die alone... leave this world
forever... all those senseless tragedies
of this unecessary, mortal world... are
left far behind... and I'm on my way...
... now I'm free!
A Psychadelic Experience
[instrumental]
Concentric Trance
The uniqueness of my fantasy...
created the impossible... my imagination
leaves... the transistoriness of reality!
"...seit wir Gott abgeschafft haben, haben [...since we have abolished God, we have
wir nur noch Unsselbst um den sinnlosen only ourselves to clarify the senseless
Horror des Lebens zu klären!" horror of life!]
The exstatic flood is unleashed...
endorphyns are flowing... over... my
neurological basement... see my black
aura shine!
As I push my concentration... into the
centre... of my subconscious universe!
Concentric trance... through the crimson
river I swim... all doubts are left behind!
Abstract intoxication... my consciousness
is open wide... the final horizon has fallen!
What could you reach with your
intelegence... when you don't know
how to use it?
Confused by your own heretical
doctrines... you run into the fatality
of believing!
Black holes in my remembrance...
..in which my childhood is lost...
I've washed away all those unecess-
ary pictures... of my past lifes!
Of my past lifes!
I've cleaned my mind from all of...
... what I've learned from you...
in the forgotten phases of my exis-
tence... your "sanity" is nothing I
ever wanted... thinking... the principle
of existence... mental moving...
my soul is brought into life!
Thoughts inspired by blue clouds of
mystic smoke... distant realities...
near before my eyes... unlogic...
created the human ways of life...
my destiny is independent from those
lies you see as a sense!
...souless zombies... rotten alive!!!
Concentric trance... insanity as a
cure... from the "sickness humanity"
the divine immunity of my obscure
intelect... far beyond on the other
side of normality... I've found illumi-
nation in myself!
Altered States
[instrumental]
Purified Ego
I am the god which needs no
believers...
...the master without slaves...
in a lifeless winterland beyond
all those ridicilous tragedies...
...which made a human life...
...genetic, human nothingness!
The mystification of death... and
what's behind...
is symbolized in the depth of
my soul...
YOUR PHANTASMAGORIA COULDN'T
FEAR ME ANYMORE...
DEATH IS THE FINISHING OF MY
FLESH!
I've pulled myself our of that
unclean sea... of senseless emotions...
you call humanity!
THE ESSENTIAL RESTLESSNESS OF MY
THOUGHTS... KEEPS MY SPIRIT
FOREVER ALIVE!!!!!
FOREVER DEAD... DEAD AND ALIVE!!!
I've enjoyed the burning pain inside...
destructive flames of self-perception...
I know all the bitterness and tears of
a tormented soul... falling into my
innerself... in my ancient, immoral
soul!
The flickering candles of your insig-
nificant lives...
will be blown out by the upcoming
storms of chaos...
THE LONG FORETOLD ARMAGEEDON
IS AT HAND!!!!
ALMIGHTY CHAOS... DELIVER US
FROM ORDER!!!!
My alert mind penetrates the
substances of my subliminal dream-
world... of the wings of my imagi-
nation I travel to a place where only
I could be...
where fantasy is reality...
I walk through the unbreakable
mirror... of life... and become
one with myself!
PURIFIED EGO... I'm the lord of
my decision...
none else... can stand above me...
PURIFICATION... to resist your spider
love...
in union... they lost themselves!
Your future is the golden cage... in
which a bird never learns to fly...
like in an open book I can read in
the weak, mutilated remains...
...of your collected spirit...
useless words of pain and suffering...
in your wounds I crawl...
to discover all those harmful beliefs...
from which you consist of!
The lightless flame of illumination
burns through the infinite
labyrinth... of my lunatic mind...
IN MY HELL I BURN... BURN ALONE...
bloodshot lines under my eyes...
to read about those daark
experiences in the unknown
dimensions...
...of a insane mind...
a never ending ego trip on the
deadline...
...without return!
IN A TIMELESS FLASH OF SELF-
PERCEPTION I SAW MY FACE...
ROTTING WITH THE FALLEN
WORLD OF MANKIND...
AND I SAW MY SPIRIT RISING...
FLYING INTO THE SKY...
I HAVE ETERNITY TO ENJOY
MY DREAMS IN SOLITUDE!!!!
Dream Evocation
...ekawa m'I tub ...gnimaerd ma I
sesira dellac ev'I dlrowmaerd eht
...nihtiw peed morf
llits tub ...gnipeels dna daed ma I
...evila
...htaerb peed gnol a ekat I
ot gnitfird sduolc egnarts hctaw dna
...noziroh wen a
dlrow nwonknu a
...em ni gnimaerdreve eht yb detaerc
eht was I peels fo sllaw eht dniheb
...elbaveilebnu
sselesnes taht ot nruter I lliw reven
...dniheb efil
!!!ytilaer ymwon ni maerd siht
Unreality
At the edge of that mortal daylight...
...a plague that I despise... behind the
black curtain of the night... in the dark-
ness... where all human fears have their
source... and nightmares awake to torture
the sleeping with their *sins*... reality is
never... what it seems to be!
The golden emperor is rising again... my
hatred will be yours... until the eternal
darkness of the universe... will take your
place again!
Children of the sun... your god will soon
and your imperfection... mankind's
history will fall into oblivion... when no
one is left to remember!
In the night where unreality lives...
the world of shadows obscure the land...
in the hight my spirit stands above the
weak humanity... and all of thier written
and unwritten laws!
I've dedicated my life to the darkside...
here, where the worldly eyes are useless...
...my spiritual eyes can see the invisible!
Burned-out fleshghosts of the light-order...
my traumatic world will forever be!
...a dismal riddle for you!
...insanity can never be shared!!
I raise my head to the mesmerizing
pale moon...
as a god I awake in a dream of life...
where the sun never shine lies
eternity... inside those walls of flesh you
see
as me!
And when I lying there... dead for you...
dead for your unknowning etes...
my soul travels over lands which no
human feet have ever touched!
Philosophy of the night... wordless and
silent... independence of solitude...
the identity of "evil"...
through the unyielding will to self-realis-
ation... I've created my destiny for this
life-cycle!
I've entered the infinite realm of the
night... on the opposite side of the
daylight world... where no light has
ever beared reality... I am waiting
for the final eclipse of the sun!
Obscurity... heaven fades to black...
nightfall... my shadow awakes to
life... the darkness is mine...
eternally!
The occult mysteries of the endless,
cosmic night... will be forever...
forever hidden from your unworthy
eyes!!!
Transendence
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